First, let's address the word "curvy." I'm a size 0 and I am plenty curvy, with a small waist and larger hips and butt. Small doesn't necessarily mean an absense of curves. Not on point, but somethng that has always bugged me.

People are so quick to judge! A big girl doesn't look good in a bikini? Please! It's summer, it's hot, a big girl looks good in whatever the fuck she feels good wearing. You know who legit didn't look good in a bikini? Me, about 30 years ago when I was a teenager and rail thin. A bag of bones with ribs that stuck our further than my boobs...yeah that was real hot!

Deserve a handsome man? Since when does anyone deserve or not deserve anyone? God people suck sometimes. Did it not occur to anyone that perhaps there are other things to a woman besides looks? You know, intelligence, decency, warmth and kindness? Or, shock - horror, that they're beautiful just the way they are! I have a sneaking suspicion these people that are so critical couldn't get a hot guy with a six pack of beer and a T-Bone steak ties around their necks, or if they're men, they couldn't get a woman standing in a female prison with a stack of pardons. Did I mention that people suck sometimes?