I was raised Christian, strict Baptist, to be precise. It's not something that speaks to me now. I feel more pulled to Judaism and have started and stopped the conversion process more than once because I can't cross that hurdle of believing in God. That said, I'm not closed-minded enough to unfollow someone based on spiritual/religious belief. To do so, in my mind is intellectually disingenuous.

I'm glad you've found something that speaks to you and your inner child. We all do the best we can in this world. It's all we can do. If you've found passion and purpose in Christ, all the more power to you.

I wish I had a few extra dollars to throw your way, but I'm a broke-ass writer too, so all I have are well wishes. Not all non-believers are jerks, I promise.