OMG!!!!! THIS!!!!! The men I allowed into my life, the bullshit I endured all from these few words. Somehow, they got twisted in my head and I was ashamed of being attractive and smart. I was apolgizing for it and somehow, seeking out men who were less attractive, less intelligent, who didn't give a shit about me to rpove to myself that I was a good person and that I ddin't think I was better than anyone else. It's a total headfuck!