Please forgive yourself. I had my first at 18. I had 3 boys by the time I was 24. I love them all and they are wonderful grown men now.
However, we do what we can with what we have. I raised my boys in poverty, seeing poverty. I watched mothers have babies for a bigger cheque because that's the cycle they were in. No judgment, just fact. I opened my door to kids who had noone at home and noone who cared.
An unwanted child knows. They know each and every day. It's not fair and it's not right.
Abortion may not have been MY choice, but it IS a choice women need to have. I'm not religious, however, if you are, from what I've studied as strict Baptist and then a converted Jew and someone who has read all the scriptures, you are forgiven, you did nothing wrong. You did what you had to do in a tough situation.