You're the 3rd person I know suffering from the same thing. I still wear my mask. My family still wears masks. We will always wear them, if we live to 140 years old, we go no where, no place without a mask. Why? Because as sucky as I sound right now, I don't want to be where you are. People really don't get it.

It really does suck. And I have no words of comfort because, well, you and I are on the same page there. Just know I'm sending you my well wishes and think of you often and hope your strenght and medical science can get you through this and back to whatever the fuck normal is.